I Suck...

I suck because I created this in the hopes I would blog once a day...


So my insomnia has graced me with it's presence again. I don't know why either, of course I have been feeling depressed lately and I don't know what started that up either.


This Saturday I have my first appointment with a Nutritionist to help with my bulimia, she specializes in the treatment of eating disorders.


So my rash from my infection is almost gone and healing nicely, this is week 4, so I've got at least 2 more weeks of it. :(


My uncle has been invading my thoughts again. Now that I think about it, that could be the very reason behind my insomnia and depression resurfacing. I really hate him... I just wish I could erase all the thoughts and all the memories of what he did to me.


So my Grandmom was up visiting for the last 2 weeks, which made me very happy, I love her and miss her a lot. She did have something to tell me and my Dad that I just haven't reacted to (also could be behind my insomnia). My Grandpop isn't my Dad's birth dad, my Grandmom had an affair and got pregnant. My Grandpop did the most honorable thing in adopting my Dad and telling my family not to speak of it. My Grandmom doesn't know why he kept it a secret all these years but he did. I love my Grandpop and I respect his decision very much, not many people would do that. I have no issues with my Grandmom's affair, it happens and if she didn't my Dad nor I would be here. This has just been bouncing around in my head, I don't know how to react really, or if I should react.


I made homemade granola bars yesterday, they're yummy, except it calls for more dried fruit than my non existent sweet tooth likes. Stupid medication took my sweet tooth away when I came off it.


I'm planning on painting a Hello Kitty Warhol. It was Chris's idea actually, he says if I paint it he'll make it the centerpiece (so to speak) of our living room when we get our own place. ^.^


Sarah is back from London! We hung out Saturday night, we went to a coffee house in Metchen, it was really loud. She brought me back this awesome bracelet that was made by a local London Artist! She also go Chris chocolate but they confiscated it, he doesn't care though, it's the thought that counts!


I managed to pay a bunch of bills today, I was amazed to find I had money to do so. I'm happy Kohl's has been giving me extra hours, only down fall is now I don't want fold laundry when I'm home...


I'm going to apply to the Vitamin Shoppe, they're opening a store by me and have a "Now Hiring" sign out. Hopefully they'll have full time positions open, if not part time is fine, it's better than nothing.


I think I officially ran out of things to type, amazing.


~Peaches