Eating

I'm so frustrated and confused with myself right now. On one side I want to be normal and eat normal. On the other side I want to switch my bulimia to anorexia, I know I know that's really a bad idea. I always feel like I eat too much, my my nutritionist thinks I'm not eating enough in one sitting. I want to be in control right now, and I think that's why I want to become anorexic but I know I can't, besides I suck at not eating for long periods of time. I'm lost and have no idea what to do...


~Peaches